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My favourite 2015 #longreads, Indian women edition

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Simply because I saw this giant Autostraddle collection of 215 pieces and felt the need to collect my favourite Indian longform of 2015 (all written by women). 

Caveat: Some of these people are my friends! I have the extraordinary luck of being friends with some of my favourite writers, yes. YMMV, etc. 

In no order: 

Snigdha Poonam, The Fixer

It was only after meeting Prasad that I started to wonder obsessively about what the options were for a twenty-four year old who was as desperate to move up as any other young man in the country – but who had decided against taking the next train out to Delhi, or becoming someone he was not.

Padmaparna Ghosh, The Slave Ship That Ran From Kerala to New Orleans

“They said, ‘You’ll be working for a good company, and there will be decent accommodation. Later on, you can bring your family,’” says Andrews.

Supriya Sharma, Chhattisgarh report: How Modi government’s new approach is undermining a decade of gains in rural India

Even technology cannot eliminate corruption in rural India, as long as asymmetries of information and power prevail. As Chhattisgarh accelerates its Aadhaar enrolment – 81% people have been enrolled as of the third week of April – a mini-industry has grown around it. 

Neha Mathews, Inside the World of India’s Badass Women Gamers

Bhavika Tekwani, a Mumbai-based software engineer who has been playing videogames since she was in Grade 10 tells me, ‘They all accept you eventually, but I do this thing where I have to demonstrate how much I know or how often I play to be considered a “real gamer”. This has to be repeated every time there’s a new dude in the team. They automatically assume he is skilled, [but] they don’t assume the same for me.’

Deepika Sarma, Why I <3 My Menstrual Cup

Yesterday, as I was buying eggs at my local grocery store, I saw a massive “Super Saver” pack of Whisper Ultra on the shelf. Six months ago, I’d have pounced on it with delight. Now, the corner of the shelf in my cupboard that I used to reserve for those giant packs is occupied by the two tiny cups that have made a world of difference to my life. 

Nishita Jha, Behind the Lens of Women’s ‘Nudies’*

‘She’s 22. You know what young girls are like.’

Nisha Susan, What My Mother Tells Me About Nurses

I am in hospital with my mother.

Shruti Ravindran, The Company We Keep

An increasing number of researchers and practitioners have gone from dismissing hallucinated voices as worthless ravings symptomatic of psychosis to listening carefully to what they say. What they have heard has been infinitely varied and surprisingly complex. And the effort to deal with these complexities is leading to entirely new, even inventive forms of treatment.

Rohini Mohan, How Deficit Rains Fill the Lives of Farmers with Uncertainty

In mid-August, the Karnataka government declared what growers had known for months: the worst drought in 40 years in 27 of the state’s 30 districts. The Indian Meteorological Department (IMD) found its grim forecast of deficient rain unfortunately validated. By early September, north Karnataka had received rainfall 43 per cent below normal. It had rained poorly in the region in 2014 too, but this year, 135 of 176 taluks were affected, four times the number last year.

Sharanya, On Three-Quarters of the Neapolitan Novels.

It’s been a while since I trusted fiction so productively, held it close to my heart so keenly.

Nilita Vachani, Inside Job*

I was now determined to find the domestic worker whose name was linked to the largest insider trading trial in the history of the United States. Kumar had implied, under oath, that Das was complicit in all the arrangements made in her name. I found this hard to believe, knowing how little power Indian domestic workers have in their relationships with their employers.

*Thanks Budhaditya for reminding me of these!

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“ This really helped me figure out which creative project to focus on in the coming year, so I thought I’d share it. Adapted from the Creativity and Courage Spread by Beth Maiden for Autostraddle.
1. Fear: what is holding me back?
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This really helped me figure out which creative project to focus on in the coming year, so I thought I’d share it. Adapted from the Creativity and Courage Spread by Beth Maiden for Autostraddle.

1. Fear: what is holding me back?

Seven of wands: defiance, conviction. For someone with authority issues, I am incredibly afraid of carving my own path. I am afraid to stake a claim on anything in my life, to say “This is what I want,” because I’m afraid I’ll make the wrong decision– or that others will think I made the wrong decision.

2. Hope: what is my goal?

Two of swords: indecision, stalemate (reversed). I want this period of indecision to end. All those songs I wrote– I need to decide which ones to play for people. All those books I’m writing– I need to focus on one and actually finish it, revisions and all.

3. Transform: how can I integrate my hopes and fears into something positive?

Queen of cups: intuition, temperance. I need to go with my gut. I need to work on the project that is the most meaningful to me, avoiding distracting thoughts like over-intellectualization.

4. Release: what must I let go of in order to do my work?

Page of cups: sensitivity, new love. Although I can’t help thinking about new projects, I can stop myself from getting wrapped up in them. I can be conscious of my sensitivity and know when to not worry about others’ feelings.

5. Ground: what intention or commitment will I set?

Six of wands: recognition, pride. I will have the courage to take pride in my work. I will embrace success, even if success means change.

6. Create: how can I turn my intention into action?

Strength: courage, soft control. “Force tempered with benevolence“ is a phrase I’ve heard used to describe the Strength card. I shouldn’t push myself to the breaking point, but I should push myself with care– I need the stamina to finish a project, and the strength to stand behind it. 

2015 was the best of times and the worst of times for transgender women in the United States. While it was a revolutionary year for for transgender visibility on television and in movies, it was a devastating year of record-high violence against trans women in real life. As we were tallying 18 fictional trans women on TV, two celebrated fictional trans women (played by trans women) in film, five reality shows featuring real life trans women, and the continued popularity rise of Janet Mock and Laverne Cox, we were also counting the murders of 23 trans women, most of them Black women.

While we celebrated never-before-seen trans TV characters, we mourned the nearly biweekly loss of a transgender woman to murder. While Caitlyn Jenner was featured on the cover of Vanity Fair, untold numbers of trans women were raped in prison and immigration centers. While Tangerine made history with its four Independent Spirit Award nominations, Houston overwhelmingly voted to take away civil rights protections because they didn’t want trans women to have access to women’s bathrooms.

We wrote more obituaries for murdered trans women in 2015 than TV recaps for any single show we cover.

Violence and Visibility: Transgender Women On TV in 2015