probably find a lesbian and make her fall in love with you and make out with her on the side but refuse to let her hold your hand in public and refuse to tell your boyfriend and then when he finds out anyhow, talk her into a threesome and she’ll do it because that’s how bad she loves you, and she already does so much for you, but things aren’t ever the same after that, and then you’ll be scared to lose your boyfriend, and then rip her heart out, tell her you would never want to be openly gay and it’s just easier to be with a man, and then go onto autostraddle’s bisexual open thread and she’ll be there, complaining about you and all bisexuals everywhere and I will be screaming at her about stereotyping bisexuals and how absurd it is to write off an entire sexuality of human beings.
no but for serious. people keep asking me questions like this.
+ if you are in a MONOGAMOUS relationship and would rather be having sex with someone else – anyone, regardless of gender or sexuality – and you are sure that it is not a passing fancy or a tough spot in the relationship that’s worth moving past, you should talk to your partner about it or you should break up.
+ i had a boyfriend when i was 23 and couldn’t stop thinking about girls so i broke up with him. so that’s what i would do. i dated boys and girls after and sort of figured myself out in the process.
but what should you do?
i don’t know.
i can’t possibly know any better than you can.
i can’t tell if you’re asking me to define your sexuality for you
or assess your relationship.
i don’t know why i’m answering this question instead of the 215 other questions in my formspring inbox, 15 of which are just like this question.
why am i rambling on this one instead of the 215 others
i think because it opened with ‘WOAH wait sorry, Heh’
i don’t know why i have so many formspring questions
when i am such a fundamentally ridiculous person
sometimes i feel like it’s dangerous for me to tell anybody what to do ever
sometimes i just want to type:
follow your heart
be nice to people who are nice to you
stick to the stuff that makes you smile and laugh
make a mark on the world
do what you must do
this is our time on the edge
be alive