well you have to stop doing that. you have trust people and take them at their word b/c otherwise everything sucks. don’t get me wrong - that sucks sometimes, too. but at least you gave it a shot, you know? at least you tried.
yeah some ppl are just like that, i think. you want to feel a sense of accomplishment, like you were needed and important. i think i relate to this slightly. but ultimately i think it’s a shitstorm waiting to happen because no one ever changes, really.
so far, things are going smoothly. my entire house smells like pancakes, which makes me pretty sad, but i’m working through it. the windows are open.
my hair looks awesome.
“come on let’s take a walk”
“i love you”
“i’m right here”
“look i made you a [sandwich/cup of tea/paper hat]”
wait, so you already have a child? if you have a child, i think you just date people like other people date people, except you’ll need a babysitter first. if you don’t have one of those (like me) then you make lunch dates!
i believe lunch dates might be the single mother’s taco truck. do you know what i’m saying?
when you figure this out, let me know. the last thing i tried was “eat pad thai while watching Twilight” which was only moderately effective.
maybe make a shirt that says YOU ARE GAY. i feel like at least 30% of the ppl you see in a day will think, “hm, yeah, i am.”
i don’t know how to hide erotica from your parents. i had 2 erotica-type books in high school and i kept them on my bookshelf b/c that’s how much my mother cared about what i was reading.
have you tried http://www.sugarbutch.net/ ?
this is definitely a reality. stephen chbosky did a signing in phx last year and told us about it then. he was super excited and said the writers were being really careful to get it right and do the book justice.
my feelings are: happy.
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