i wish you were in an autostraddle behind the scenes video
me too
maybe i’m not behind the scenes enough
me too
maybe i’m not behind the scenes enough
maybe, or self-loathing. ‘projecting’ is a thing.
that’s funny though, 'narcissistic’
nobody’s ever called me that before
maybe just love/hate me
http://thingsitoldlivejournal.tumblr.com/post/630232921/14-december-2003-one-long-longing
[also: laughter and depression are def not mutually exclusive at all.]
leave it on her bed or somewhere that she will find it (also somewhere that nobody else but her will find it) when you’re not there and have no plans to be there within the next 12-24 hours. wrap it and make it look cute and write a little collage card that says something sweet and loving instead of openly sexual. and then she will probably call you and say ‘i want you to use this on me now’ or, if not, you know, you’ll use it soon.
it’s a film
it will make you want to be a lesbian/junkie
fight the urge to be the latter
embrace the former
also angelina jolie, topless
just watch it
99 times
there’s a stones song about this very thing.
also one day it won’t be like this
one day it’ll be right.
WHAT THE HELL DO I LOOK LIKE YOUR SOCIAL COORDINATOR AT SUMMER CAMP?
yeah i’ll see what i can do.