“While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you.”
— Jeanette Winterson, “Desire”
write it down and then put it away
YOU DON’T
you go on yelp and look for salons in major cities near you (or hours away from you, whatever) and then you CALL THE SALONS and don’t be afraid to ask if they have a gay man on staff. i know this seems risky, but it’s worked for me in the past. failing this, you cut your hair yourself.
i think riese cuts her own hair.
i keep wanting to reply:
GET IN MY MOUTH
but can’t decide if it’s as funny irl as it is in my head
one time miss april told me she liked lil wayne, i think.
that is my only thought re: lil wayne.
can i do a three-way tie. between Closer (Patrick Marber), Our Town (Thornton Wilder) and Six Degrees of Separation (John Guare).
[w/r/t musicals, a two-way tie between Cabaret and Rent.]
boys are attractive!
not all of them, but many of them.
when i was walking to The YMCA today I was thinking about how pretty the trees are in Berkeley now, with the red/yellow autumn leaves (there’s no winter here), and how I miss that about Michigan – the trees in the fall.
Anyhow I don’t want to have sex with any of those trees, is the point.
i’ve tried to reply to this for almost a week and i’m sorry i didn’t sooner. and i’m sorry about your best friend.
i feel like you should bring a professional into this situation. she clearly needs help, and loving her and being her best friend doesn’t necessarily qualify you to provide that level of help, unfortunately. the world would be a lot better if it did.
re: distracting you – http://www.dirtsnap.com/
i will save them for the camp. we’ll need teapots at camp.
this year will be total shit, but it will eventually be better.
well, i mean, it will be a thing that you become used to, actually. and somehow, eventually, instead of being the loudest, most persistent drum in the world, it’ll be a distant piano that you occasionally sit closer to, and occasionally stick your head inside.
i’m sorry.
happy birthday.
i think a date to whole foods would be my favorite kind of date. is she anything like me? because if she is, she would really enjoy a date to whole foods.
