insists on being “gentlemanly” and pays for all my drinks, makes me walk in front of her, etc. and like, shes sooo hot and cocky and so good in bed and i relly like her but, i dunno, I DONT WANT TO LIKE HER BECAUSE WE CANT SHARE DRESSES AND HEELS?!? and i know thats the dumbest thing in the entire world but its really messing with my head. i know it shouldnt matter but….. it is mattering to me. and i feel like i cant see myself with her long term because of all this. advice, PLEASE. i feel so silly. :(
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i mean, a lot of people can’t see a lot of things in the long term, but here we are. i don’t know, maybe it’s answering all the formspring questions from sad lesbians who have accidentally fallen in love with men and now want to know if they have to hate themselves for wanting something they didn’t want to want? it makes me want to say that “hot, cocky and good in bed” are maybe not things to walk away from them just because she reminds you too much of the number one most reblogged haircut on tumblr. if there are specific actions or habits or ways she treats you that bother you, then yeah, that’s a thing. you could talk to her about them, or you could decide that they’re not worth dealing with and walk away. but i feel like, i don’t know, living your life based on what you think you like rather than what you do is a sad idea. adventures are good for you. someday you will wish someone was paying for a drink. all of our heads are messed up. that is all.
because I obviously can't draw superheroes and my computer is broken.
Pretty f-cking spot on, I’d say
here is a poem excerpt that a girl named amy put at the bottom of a letter and then mailed to me. it’s by mary oliver.
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When it’s over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was a bridegroom, taking the world into my arms.
When it’s over, I don’t want to wonder
if I have made of my life something particular, and real.
I don’t want to find myself sighing and frightened,
or full of argument.
I don’t want to end up simply having visited this world.
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anyway of course ambition is important. don’t be crazy.
ask and you shall receive, little grasshopper
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xxoxoxoo
sarah palin
i’m used to douchey rich white guys ruining this country
it’s the devil i know
but if sarah palin was the first female president of the united states
jesus.
i mean really all i can say is “i mean i can’t even.”
i am overwhelmed with anger/frustration/sadness
that’s why i have this website where i yell all the time
honestly documentaries almost always make me really mad at something
but i think that’s better than being in the dark
